Time you enjoy wasting is not wasted.

by xianjianyue

I guess it was not mean to be?

Happiness that lasts for a short period of time might end up a bittersweet emotional tragedy for a long period of time that follows.

I don't know if it was meant to be or not and don't really want to figure it out. Happiness was happiness and it was the consequence of what was chosen to do which was supposed to be held responsible for. I don't want to hurt anybody but I believe it is not always possible. I don't want to wish in the future that it would have never happened. The elated moment without clear consciousness could result in horrible truth. But

Let it be.

That's the answer I have reached with my eyes wide open in the bed at 4:45 am after pondering what have happened so far.
It doesn't matter if it was meant to be or not meant to be.
by xianjianyue | 2006-02-26 18:45